Sunday, July 24, 2011

Himmat Karne waalon ki haar nahi hoti...

I watched a beautiful hindi movie today titled, "Maine Gandhi Ko Nahi Maara.." with the lead roles played by Anupam Kher and Urmila Matondkar. It was a beautiful story depicting a Family's, especially a daughter's struggle with their old father suffering from pseudo dementia/dementia/alzheimer's. Here is a poem recited all through the movie written by hindi poet - Sri SuryaKant Tripati Nirala. Sri Harivansh Rai Bachchan was mentioned as the poet in some places.



lehron se dar kar nauka paar nahi hoti

himmat karne walon ki haar nahi hoti....


nanhi chinti jab dana lekar chalti hai

chadti deewaron par sau baar fisalti hai

mann ka vishwas ragon mein sahas banta hai

chad kar girna, gir kar chadna na akharta hai

akhir uski mehnat bekar nahi hoti

koshish karne waalon ki haar nahi hoti....


dubkiyan sindu mein gota khor lagata hai

ja ja kar khali haath laut aata hai

milte na sehej hi moti pani mein

behta duna utsah issi heiraani mein

mutthi uski khali har baar nahi hoti

himmat karne walon ki haar nahi hoti....


asaflta ek chunati hai sweekar karo

kya kami reh gayi dekho aur sudhaar karo

jab tak na safal ho neend chain ki tyago tum

sangharshon ka maidaan chhod mat bhago tum

kuch kiye bina hi jai jai kaar nahi hoti

himmat karne walon ki haar nahi hoti....


Saturday, July 23, 2011

It was you...


It was you whom I saw once and never wanted to look away
my heart beat like it never did before you came my way
It was your hand I held once and never wanted to let go
resting in my arms a moment, the next away you go

It was in your eyes that I found a reason to smile
dreams about you that stop me from resting a while
To hear your heart I shut away the entire world
restlessly in wait for a word that may escape your hold

It was you that i saw and wanted nothing more
Its your love that I need and then nothing more
sharing with you, caring for you
It is you that I will ever want and then nothing more..

Deb

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Cultural Paradox

The Sun shined bright on the cold wet land
trees in their prime were green as they sang
the soft whistle of the blowing wind everywhere
as merry Canadians skipped and jumped hand in hand

In my land, the Sun is an old friend,
he visits often shining and sizzling bright
brown, well baked people of mine dread my friend
and hope trees and roofs save them from his might

Time spent in the Sun was forever condemned
where fair skin was considered a virtue priceless
and so today this sight I witness amuses me
happy faces sprawled on the lawns enjoy the Sun immense

Some crave a skin tone lighter, some wish it was a shade dark
a frivolous observation but tells so much about human thoughts
nothing is ever sufficient, nothing is ever right
some think of it as a boon and some think of it as a curse...
I think it is just another example in the theory of paradox!!

Deb

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Aaj Phir...

Aaj phir ek paigaam mila… aaj phir unki yaad aayi

Bujhti huye lou ki roshni jaise achaanak tez ho uthi…

Phir dard ka aalam chaaya.. har taraf ek adhoorapan

Aaj phir woh naam labon pe aaya… aaj phir unki yaad aayi

Deb

Sunday, April 03, 2011

Intezaar

Mohabbat ke panaahon mein sukoon kuch aisi hain

Ki chot khakar bhi har baar hum wahi laut aate hain

Kabhi aasoon, kabhi khushi, kabhi gum toh kabhi hasi

In maasoom se ehsaason ke liye har waqt tadapte rehte hain


Har safar pe akele chal padte the hum par, Ab akelepan se darr lagta hain

Ek humsafar gar saath na ho toh safar naaqaam sa lagta hain

Haath pakadke chale jo raah par, ek aise saathi ke talaash mein

Ab har peher, har lamha sanjog se ladte rehte hain


Kabhi phir woh hasi gunje, kahi phir woh hume miljaaye

Beeti palon ko yaad kar haste the, woh din phirse aajaaye

Useke khayaalon mein gum ab din raat mein badalti rehti hain

Phir se uske baahon mein khoneko har waqt tadapte rehte hain


-Deb

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Meethi

The setting sun as pleasant as always threw myriad colors across the sky. It was no longer clear where the sky ends and where the lake began. It was silent except for the birds chirping away madly as they return home to the waiting arms of their loved ones. She sat there on the banks of the lake throwing one pebble at a time into the still water and watching them make ripples in the lake. Her feet dipped in the lake she felt the cool water lapping at her ankles. It soothed her mind and made her feel peaceful. This was her favorite spot, by the lake in the shades of the huge banyan tree. She used to come here every Sunday with her father. She used to listen while he told her about his life as a kid playing in the paddy fields in sun and rains, about his mother’s cooking, about him stuck in his room when the storms outside made the palm trees swing all the way down to the earth and up again. She tried to visualize his stories. For some reason they were always in black and white. She tried to color them up but the colors did not quite fit. Her mobile was ringing. She should go now, Ayan must be home. She always forgot time when she came here.

“Hello Ayan,”

“Where are you Mitthi? Do you know the time? I was worried”

“Oho! I’m sorry Ayan, Just got stuck with some work. I’ll be home soon. Seeya then”

She sighed and picked up her bag to walk home. She never quite figured out why she never could tell Ayan about this place. She wanted to but probably Ayan would not understand or he might. She just never tried. Strange how many things we give up in life before even trying.

Mitali met Ayan an year back at a friend’s place. Always the silent one, she felt a bit out of place in the party. It was her friend Sudha’s house warming party. Mitthi helped herself to a glass of scotch and perched on the patio wall. She swirled the amber liquid in the glass and took a clean swig. Eyes closed, head thrown back she felt the warmth seeping down her throat…

“Careful! An inch more and it will hurt”

She choked in her drink. Spurting she quickly opened her eyes to see who chose to disturb her serenity.

“Ayan” he said with his hand out in an attempt to hold her.

“Thanks. Mitali”

“Is it alright if I share this place with you? The music in there is a tad too loud for me” said Ayan

“you do not seem to me as a person bothered by loud music,” Mitthi said with an edge in her voice.

Ayan did not seem to notice this. He made himself comfortable next to her and took a deep swig of his drink.

“So what are you drinking?” Ayan asked.

“JD on the rocks” she said

“Aha! Is that to prove to the world your strength?” Ayan said and turned to take a swig.

“Why would you think so?” she asked lifting her eyes to meet his.

“Well may be because you’ve been here for an hour now with that drink in your hand and eyeing the Pistachio ice cream on the food counter instead?” Ayan said stifling a laugh.

Mitthi’s eyes enlarged and then crinkled into a laugh.

“You have beautiful eyes” Ayan said.

“Really? Everyone says so. I don’t know. I can’t see” she said.

That was a year ago. Mitthi and Ayan came a long way since then. Ayan did not know then that it was not the ice cream Mitthi was eyeing, it was a dream. But he knows now. He knows where Mitthi walks off to every evening at Sunset. He is always behind her to protect her but never lets her know. He lets her think that she takes those few steps alone every day to the lake side to spend few moments with her father and her childhood self.

Today, as Mitthi walks back home to Ayan, Ayan walks behind her giving her company like he promised himself he would a year ago when he looked into her eyes and fell in love with her.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Phir unhi galiyon mein

raat ke gumnaami mein bhatakte huye
hum phir chal pade unhi galiyon mein
jis gali kabhi muskuraate the hum
phir maayoos hoke laut aaye

jis ko hadh se badhkar chaaha tha
usine aankhon mein aasoon bhardiye
waqt kabhi karz rakhta nahi
yeh chot khaake samajh paaye hum

phir kyun us raste phir se chal padhe
jis raste roshni der talak rukti nahi
dhalte huye suraj ki panaahon mein baithe
yuhi har lamha guzarjaaye khayaalon mein gum

ek pal ko darr bhi lagta hain ki
phir shaayad dard na seh paayenge
bas ek umeed ki sahaare toh jeete hain sab
aur is zindagi mein jeeneko kya rakha hain...

Deb